Sometimes, like today, I wake up and I am just don't feel I am all that, if you know what I mean. In fact, I felt that way today. As I made my way outside, drawn to look at my flower garden by the sun, I realized the sun didn't make a fuss about rising in the sky today nor did the little tiny flowers starting to grow up through the dry, cold earth so why am I? I went to my journal and found where I had written on August 5th, 2008:
 
“What if you believed, trusted, walked and spoke in the wholeness of I am greater than I feel I am, I am a blessing, I am already a success, I walk in the truth of the almighty God of the most high for I am light, I am light I AM LIGHT!"
 
Well, this inspired me to change my attitude from that of “ I am not sure how I will get through the day since I woke up at 4am” to “It is a beautiful outside and I deserve to live in the almighty power of the universal consciousness of love that veils our universe, our earth and lives in my heart! I AM!” 
 
I don't know about you but I choose to live thousands of feet high above the dregs of criticisms, the tones of disapproving words, the looks of condemnation, the acts of violence, the trickery of thieves and the abuse of the past. I rather enjoy being happy, and I know I am a child of the most high God and that my God, your God, the God of our greater consciousness has already blessed me and washed away those curses so I don’t have to. I just have to know I am loved and in knowing this universal law of truth, I trust. And in trusting, I extend faith. And in extending faith, I create powerful energy. And in creating powerful energy my blessings cometh at the level of altitude that I deserve – nothing less than the amazing riches of heaven!
 
Today I choose heaven over earth and to remain within this realm of love I will:
 
1.      Not shame myself with thoughts of not being good enough
2.      I will change my thoughts from have not to have
3.      I will be a blessing to those around me by listening with an open heart
4.      I will give to the earth by recycling all that I can
5.      I will love my partner by reminding my him what a blessing he is 
 
This is God’s focus for me today. I trust. I have faith. I act, therefore I AM.
 
In loving spirit of my heart’s desire - Hailey